Inconsiderate Humans

I call upon death come unto me,
Far away it scattered and flee.
It left me going through
With all these painful wounds.
Treated like a scapegoat
Smothered from the throat.
Everything before me worsen day by day;
Leaving my bones slowly to decay.
I lay asleep ending the thoughts in my mind.
Haunted by my dreams I woke again time after time.
Insomnia repeatedly night after night;
The bags on my eyes aren't any light.

1000 Views

After many months of not updating, I hadn't realize that I had 1000 Views! And on the other hand I have 4k views on my account. Thank You for viewing this little blog of mine. I gained the small sense of existence. I appreciate it a lot from the bottom of my heart.

Collaboration Poem [Author : Izzat; Edited by Me]

  Throughout the days we walk with sorrow, fretting time like no tomorrow.

  Constantly our soul relieving sigh of regret, wishing time would end, just like that.

  Until the day we die tomorrow, all we do is regret not living in the fullest of our potential.

Happy Belated Birthday Jeanelle ^_^;;

It's been 1 year and 5 days since i've created this blog. Not much of a progress after entering National Service. Originally I created this blog for a poem called 'Within the Aching Soul' which ended up into a long (longer than Jeanelle's) and incomplete story. The genre is Science Fiction and Supernatural. It's about a Lonely Phantom who lost all his loved ones (created wayy before Jeanelle's story did). Did not manage to finish writing it within a year which was supposedly to be my goal last year. I got the inspiration from my dad. He fell sick and is now disable. I love him dearly but there is nothing I can do now. I can barely support myself and my other younger siblings with the little money I earn. I don't have high education to back me up either. Recently my grandmother is admitted in the hospital. She suddenly became half paralysed. I visited her last week. She grew very very weak. She could barely move or talk. She lost her sight and strength. All she does is nod and sign language with her right limb. I've gained many painful experience but no inspiration. Anyways, my life so far has come to a ruin and poverty. Managed to survive somehow. Those are the little details and update about me. There are many others that are less fortunate than I am. I just got continue to stay strong. But honestly, i'm just so sad inside.