Even though one by one my precious are leaving my side, through death or separation, just one meaningful significance is enough to melt the coldness on my shoulder. A place to silently lean on for comfort from all the suppressed agony. The joy was repaired from deadly sorrow by just One.
But if You were to disappear along with them... Whom shall I cast aside these deafening cry deep in my heart?
I can't express myself freely to others what I suppressed inside.
Will I mislead them to unwanted feelings?
Or will our bond grow sour?
What if I did express myself...
All I know is...
Jealousy, negativity, bitterness and envy will continue to grow deeper like an endless pit.
The bottled feelings you cast aside
Is now oozeing out slowly
Like thick crimson blood.
Bitter emotions plainly subside
Every light touch on your fragile soul.
You're just another memory i'm forced to forget.
All my sorrows and pain are washed away in my tears.
The smiles I fake mask the frown on my face.
The laughter I force pours out the sadness I kept inside.
Remember Darling, you let me go.
